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I think you’d find it funny, What I see through my own eyes, Smirking back triumphantly, in a bloated body disguise, Great rolls of fat climb high upon, the multitudinous of flesh, Much like the carcasses of the ever growing dead, And yes I’d find it funny, to see through your own eyes, Such sullen cheeks of bitterness, gazing back in mock surprise, The calories still shedding, Result in bones sickly grotesque, This never ending story of anorexia in your head.

Picture perfect How thin can you go? Up for a challenge? Painful and slow. Waiting it out Obsessed with forbidden Skip one more meal Keeping secrets hidden Insomnia increases Watching seconds tick Saying you're not hungry Denying you're sick Grinding teeth Vision wavering Tastes long forgotten You're still savoring Standing outside Feels so cold Approaching blackness Then legs fold Hospital bed Haven't awoken Tearing eyes Lives are broken

Being sad is normal. Depression is not. Depression is more common than people think. Others do not understand what it feels like for the blade to be across your skin. They do not know that black hole in your soul that eats at you. The only way out of the black hole you see is red. When people say "I know how you feel" you sink deeper. Trying to bring you out only makes you dig deeper sometimes. You feel worthless and a burden. Depression eats at your soul until you give in. You never know when depression will hit or what will trigger it. Even though you can't see it the only way out is not red color but flesh color. Color of the people who tr

Depression isn't waking up one day and feeling like your world is going to end. It's waking up most days and feeling the world collapse in. Slowly suffocating you in your own sadness until you can do little more than lie in your bed and wallow in your own self-pity. Some people don't get as far as the wallowing, and some people stay there forever. I'm trying to break free but it's not as easy as it seems. When you're down, everyone says to you "Have you seen a doctor?" "Have you tried anti-depressants?" I wonder if those people ever tried working their way through the system. Being passed from person to person like a mess nobody wants to d

Thoughts run through your mind 'I'm a failure, I'm worthless' Feel like you're being left beind Invisible to everyone Your world is just so bleak You believe words they say 'You're pathetic, unwanted' You must be that way Got no one to turn to Your 'friends' have all gone They didn't have a clue Couldn't understand You slit your wrists, want to die Through your veins runs despair Ashamed, it's all your fault To you life isn't fair Sat in a corner, tears in your eyes There's no hep, you're on your own Force a smile so they don't realise You just can't cope anymore That's not true, there's someone there To help you out, hel

Lay down your right to be human. Put on a dazzling smile so that no one can see your pain. You hide it all so well, but underneath your shirt you can still feel the scars. No one knows what it is like to be you. Your smile is but one in a billion, A mask that you wear to ward off the questions. Your scars are your war paint, But this is a losing battle. You are sent to face the demons all alone, though they will never leave your side. So keep that pretty smile steady, And don't let one tear drop from those stormy eyes. Put on your war paint and go out into the world, where your smile makes you just like them.